No lie, I really wish I can laugh in people’s face. Just to let her know how much of a JOKE I really think you are. Laugh so hard you start crying. I mean I know I can but is it really worth it? Sadly, it’s not. People want you to get out of character and then be the first one’s to play victim and that is annoying as hell. Keep the same energy throughout the whole endeavor and let people know what you really feel.
I am using this as my outlet because I know how I can get. I know that when I am there, there is no coming back. I see red for so long it’s scary. My body gets hot and I can feel my blood boiling and my mouth is reckless. I rather not get out of character because that leaves a bad taste in people’s mouth about you; but sometimes that is the only way for people to understand.
You give people an inch and they take a mile. You let shit slide and it begins to become a comfortable state where you have to tell them the good, bad and ugly about themselves and other situations. I have to sit back and say a lot of situations I have been placed in are very comical. Comical because the Aisha five plus years ago would of reacted completely different than I do now. The Aisha back then gave zero fucks about people’s feelings. The Aisha back then was straight blunt and didn’t clear how it came out. Now I have matured and literally just laugh. I might have a face for the time being, leave me the hell alone by the way, but also I am laughing it off and patting myself on the back for not going off on people.
YESSSS, I know SOMETIMES you have to against every GRAIN you have overturned but for the most part I try to think of it in a comical way. Pat yourself on the back and let it rock.
TILT your Crown Queen, you DESERVE it.
